if im bad news... - death is watching me
Apr. 4th, 2004
02:11 pm - if im bad news...
OMG!!!!!! friday night was my first real concert EVER!!!! it was at lake mary! and i got to see jeremy i think his name was. BUT! HOTTEST GUY EVER! i love anabell lea! they are so hot. THE GUITARIST WORE EYE MAKEUP! I LOVE THAT! i didnt get to see it but ITS SO HOT! but on saturday, an old boyfriend came over. he has been wanting to have sex with me for along time! but i do not want to give up my V card YET! so................. i let him have anal sex. i dont know why i am posting this but idc anymore. so we had anal sex, and i am kinda hurting at the moment. it sux!. but ATLEAST I STILL HAVE MY V CARD! so girls, dont ever let a guy tell you anything you dont want to hear. dont ever let him make you do something you are not ready for. he told me that if it was anal then id be a virgin still, so dont ever let a guy trick you girls. keep true and love your body and respect it. thats all
:::. you died in my arms, you died there silently, and when i kissed you i realized i was looking in a mirror.::